Blogging is a full time job.............

So, the lesson to be learned here is: if you are going to blog, be prepared to do it right, or do it not!
I should've known that since I can hardly keep a journal I would hardly keep a blog.
There are so many others out there, and they must do it full time - like a career.
Clearly, I am not ready to commit to such a relationship.
And it's not like I have anything interesting to write about, anyway.
I am just a normal person with a normal life, nothing special here!
I have a border collie, but we don't have sheep, we don't do agility or flyball (although we did try it) or visit nursing homes.
I am just an average, ho-hum person.
What can I offer that no one else has already done?
Not much.
So.........................what have I done in the last few monthes?
I have started on a personal journey of discovery - oh, God that sounds so pompous!!
I am starting something, though - albeit a bit late in life.
I am trying to learn who I am.
There are a lot of bad habits which I have formed over the years - more bad than good, I think. So I have been trying to correct those things which have been keeping me from being a whole person. A life full of guilt, regret and self-hate is not a life, and I have started to work on seeing that I am worthy enough to have a good life, that I deserve to treat myself better.
This kind of self-absorbed introspection is not likely to make good reading, so I don't expect anyone else to follow this. Please don't expect me to come up with some grand scheme for living the perfect life - there is no such thing, and someone else has probably written about it already.
I take baby steps.
After all, to re-invent yourself from the inside out is not a small chore!!